Apartmentality

by Valentine Lafe

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I’ve been singing blues since My momma was a baby, And I’ve been singing ‘bout all my Coulda woulda maybes I turned a girlfriend to an ex. On my birthday, “I guess I’ll see you later” Are the last words she would say I told my friends that she just Didn’t want to stay, But God and I both know it Didn’t happen that way I felt my mind rev as if Full throttle, She took all her booze But left one bottle I paved the road to Hell With good intensions, Now all my past connections are Covered in tensions I look at pictures of her And him and wish that’s me, But damn it all I know I’m just A mediocre Gatsby Second guess myself and Wonder how it could have turned out, But after striking matches I found that I got burned out I had a chance once But I didn’t use it, I’d try to get it back But you know she would refuse it So now I’m stuck with my Coulda woulda maybe Stick them in a coffin and Next to them lay me.
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Too Tired 02:08
"Sunday morning, peel my eyes open To my surprise my pillow’s half-wet hoping, That last night’s nightmares don’t come true but I’m waking up and I don’t see you What to say What to do? We had this plan but You’re not coming through Whatever, I’ll make the best with whatever Clever rhymes and bring cool chords together Together, Shit, don’t remind me Mind the time, see It hasn’t left behind me Look at the time piece Look at that dime piece Look at that “damn I really need to Make that my piece” Bye bye flirty miss I know you listen Cause you prey on words, Journalist So tune your ear The channel is here Frequently the frequency is me But freak you see The sequence was she then me First to leave was she, Then me Goodbye screw you Adios ciao I hope I find a way to Forgive you somehow But probably not There’s this grudge rising Now you’re single And now you’re advertising All these love songs I hear them chasing me Trying not to notice Trying to erase her, see? Don’t think about ___ Just drink it out Naw, screw the bottle It won’t fix this drought Conscious wins Subconscious sins When clarity turns on, It begins Sunday morning I’m thinking too deep So what can I do But just go back to sleep." Original 09-27-13
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Tom's Diner 02:58
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"I walk hollow, I’m a shell of a man And what follows is hopefully A hell of a man Sad stories are the only ones I have to tell Thinking ‘bout the pearly gates While looking up from Hell Wait, wait, hold up who’s she? Shit’s not so bad After all see? Now I’m feeling more Optimistic Whenever she walks by I promise I won’t miss it Come to think about it I could do a lot worse I got ten new digits - That broke my curse Spell, lifted Mentality shifted Now I got the good good And I’m feeling gifted I’m walking at a different pace I’m waking up With a different face I’m feeling warm like a cat In clothes fresh out The dryer, never felt so good, Never been higher *Pull your head up Don’t look so blue, Mystery girl could be Watching you, *If you think you’ve Got it rough, Perspective is everything Just amplify the good Miss mystery let’s make History, Or maybe just get coffee, Couple dates and see If we match Like, compatible And if I notice competition I might get combatable ‘Cause when I see those eyes, I know I’m on the right track, I see those eyes, And I’m making contact There’s a change in The atmosphere Let the rain fall down Cause I know that smile can clear- -Up cloudy skies Clear up confusion Clear up the troubles that I used to be fused in Don’t worry be happy The Guru Mcferrin would be Proud looking at me But I’m starting to feel better Thank God for her and the weather Amplify the good and maybe I will get her to Think about us together *Pull your head up Don’t look so blue, Mystery girl could be Watching you, *If you think you’ve Got it rough, Perspective is everything Just amplify the good" Original (10-4-13)
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I sit for hours On a scuffed up wooden floor, Trace old movements in the scars These walls once showed their veins In a candy apple red, But now they hide As if ashamed *This house has seen better days *Illustrated through bluish grey’s, *The ghost in the machine *Has nothing left to say... These idle hands want To cut these demons out My chest Does this knife know best? No, but maybe these hands do I know these shadows Like the Allegory of the Cave So what then really do I know? This house of Usher Has fallen to its knees And it smells the breeze And does it believe (in) Scattered ashes These novel colors Shown to walls but they refuse (They won’t pull down their sleeves) To hide their old tattoos *This house has seen better days *Illustrated through bluish grey’s, *The ghost in the machine *Has nothing left to say... Streets grew and changed Their name, since the Last time I’ve been home I’ve been in Rome Doing as the Romans do But I forgot how I used to Walk through my old school Where I thought I used to be the shit But the memories quit Making up false recalls Jack Vetriano hangs above My ivory -Welcome back your home is me -Says the ghost the machine I’ve sat for hours But now it’s time to go There’s a last time you close each door But I still have my map Of the scuffed up floor
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I’ve been singing blues since My momma was a baby, And I’ve been singing ‘bout all my Coulda woulda maybes I turned a girlfriend to an ex. On my birthday, “I guess I’ll see you later” Are the last words she would say I told my friends that she just Didn’t want to stay, But God and I both know it Didn’t happen that way I felt my mind rev as if Full throttle, She took all her booze But left one bottle I paved the road to Hell With good intensions, Now all my past connections are Covered in tensions I look at pictures of her And him and wish that’s me, But damn it all I know I’m just A mediocre Gatsby Second guess myself and Wonder how it could have turned out, But after striking matches I found that I got burned out I had a chance once But I didn’t use it, I’d try to get it back But you know she would refuse it So now I’m stuck with my Coulda woulda maybe Stick them in a coffin and Next to them lay me.
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"Hey bro, What’s goin’ on? I got some new wheels I’m writing a new song Let me bounce off you some trippy lyrics Man you gotta hear it This stuff’s gonna make the kids Fear it Hold up my throat I gotta clear it Before I get real and deal it I know you feel it What you working on? Oh these pics are sick You got the gift man yeah Sleeves full of tricks Well, you got your bags packed? I see you got the backpack And the knapsack We’re gonna attack the woods, Hiking like some dude-shit The mountains are our hoods Good times, jumping over Waterfalls, always wondering “what if we fall?” But, that’s not the best That we’ve done Yeah we’ve had some fun Getting pretty fucking dumb Times of our lives Remember when we bought knives? Took them to river Got cut, you bled and shivered You used your sock, If I remember right Wrapped up your wound And soon-enough it wasn’t white You lived on the Other side of town But I had a skateboard And I was down I’d pop curbs And revert away Bomb hills like a hesher And still to see you every day Like Lupe said we kick push Kick push kick push And away we go That’s our daily show And you put up with My girlfriends, If you didn’t, Well then thanks for the pretends They seemed to like you more than me anyway And you could have Probably snatched one up Any day But you’re my homie I never had to worry Never had any lines That got blurry We shared houses, Shared stories Shared times of Almost every category Jesus man, your dad was My baseball coach And your mom took with me Motherly approach I walked in your door And I was at my second home And never had to do Like I was in Rome Screw it, I’ll get sentimental You’re the only one that could Understand my mental I’ve broken down if front Of you, You’re one of the only people I can Say that to But we had part ways I’ll never forget that day All I could say, was “All right Chris, I’ll see you later, I’m off to college Remember times that were greater” We slapped daps And I drove off crying Maybe that was weak But I felt like I was dying At least I see you now and then Visits are a trend But damn I miss my best friend." -Original 10/11/13
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I started writing the songs in this collection while living in a small one bedroom apartment by myself while going to college. Apart (from) mentality, mentality of a lonely apartment... Apartmentality. Enjoy!

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released July 27, 2013

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